Preparing for the future (futures)
Sometimes a blogpost can be a post-it.
Noted like a Google Calendar fit.
Sorry, I am really not that filthy (rich).
Simply getting-by within this frame (what's in a name?).
Made-up like a Coco, still I bought her Chanel.
Silly, to be innocent, but rather good at 'tells'.
Really, I am really not that filthy rich.
Honesty for futures. That dog is really a bitch!
Wednesday 13th August 2025 7:50 pm
It's Disneyfied, but why? (Pinocchio&Gepetto)
The D(e)utch 'Drinks'
(Europa's DemosCratos or Devinations)
I have a friend from H(a)arlem.
His name is 'likely' French.
He identifies more as ‘British’,
with ENcyclopedias entrenched.
I shouldn’t call that Latinized.
We wouldn’t call that bluff.
But what is in an alphabet?
Is it ‘shorely’ enough?
What lies within an alphabet
won’t really call our bluff.
And if you call that Sl...
Saturday 9th August 2025 10:51 am
Indo-Chinese Tigress (trauma that won't fade)
Darkness only sets with Light.
Whereas jungles live forever.
Some are larger than dragons.
Others are killing for life!
Don't go out at night, LOVE!
Nor the alleys, nor the trees;
Your blood still tastes like poison;
your heart in fight, flight, freeze.
We desire to feel those temperatures.
The longing for that warmth!
You say: "It's in our Characters."
But elephants don't lie...
Wednesday 6th August 2025 8:35 am
Building Blogs for Escape Artists (unconditional love)
We had a Pornstar.
Martini.
(My first — it kinda took my virginity.)
No, there were no scented candles.
No virgin oil.
Just breath. Just us. Just now.
I gave LEGO Jurassic Park to the children.
To survive the future.
He’s brilliant.
But brilliance isn’t enough.
He needs to learn to survive.
She prefers the LEGO bouquets.
She builds a world out of flowers.
It’s holy.
I couldn’t ...
Sunday 3rd August 2025 9:49 pm
Selling Chess for Food (Standards)
When your standards are like mine
and inflation's up like this!
Then you'll opt to sell, online.
Yes, she models for her bliss 🐱
Tuesday 29th July 2025 9:29 pm
All Vectors And Above (Love/love)
Sunlight over guts
Truths over facts
Porno over sluts
God, it was so haughty.
All those awful ties.
Does it make me lofty —
all these little lies?
Dominance is everything.
Everything's too much.
Poetry is elitist. Type me that it’s not.
Poets are such elitists. Type us that we’re not!
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Monday 28th July 2025 6:13 pm
Dear Happy Self (The Unmetaphormosis)
The truths and facts are clear:
it’s HUMANS who've destroyed the Earth, my dear.
Dear o dear,
there goes my deer—
Humanity’s incompetence, so severe.
I’m no seer,
but the truths and facts are clear.
Can you handle what we've done?
’Cause we’re part of Earth,
Humanity.
And this is what we’ve done.
Hope is there, in undenying what’s real.
I’ve lived with the scientists and saw them...
Thursday 24th July 2025 11:07 am
Thank the websites, free for fun.
Gonna take that mic, just a matter of time.
Yeah I grew up on TOUGH LOVE,
now it's all trauma-drama
and love's not enough.
Just a matter of time .
How the bad love broke us,
but we ain't broke,
no. Our love's just broken.
We got trauma(s), we got smokin'.
Yeah I'm here to type my stories
'bout the guts, 'bout the glories
yeah our worlds ain't done.
Thank t...
Monday 21st July 2025 4:10 pm
Brainwashing, Propaganda, Indoctrination (The Television Door)
How could you?
Take part in a system that abuses children.
How could you?
Deny responsibility for such power abuses.
How could you?
How could you?
Frame all the lies into something called 'love'?
Like everything good comes from 'up above'.
How could you?
How could you?
Deny the fact we're all in a MASS EXTINCTION.
Lie about the facts, and then call that '...
Saturday 19th July 2025 10:46 am
I guess I'll just type with my fingers (then).
Miserable humans, miserable people.
They can't really stand when you're just like your own.
"Should have been this," "should have been that"—
Always complaining but never alone.
I can't force them into therapy.
I can't really make them not.
They're part of les misérables—
But not the play,
Just the life they've got!
Miserable humans, miserably people.
They don't even try to make thin...
Thursday 17th July 2025 7:03 pm
miss-stick match
Mystics match sticks.
And we could go anywhere from here
(No one knows the future.)
But mystics match sticks.
Which won't really fully be destroyed.
Such mystics stick,
sometimes a match.
Point taken.
You could go anywhere with that.
I don't really know the truths or facts.
And my life is really pretty pathetic, in fact
it's only that mystics match.
That sticks.
...Tuesday 15th July 2025 1:13 am
Like a paper crane (you flew away)
The part of me that wants to help
with a certain ageing process,
and even if you'd say it's already my fault
then how could I be?
That I just can't hate him, the things we never asked for
but that overcame us.
And that Origami Bird wasn't folded by me.
But by the one that loved me.
If you can call that love.
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Sunday 13th July 2025 7:57 pm
The Crisis That Necked Me
I really won't name it.
I would have done it for Europe,
for the Continent that brought me up
put me down
and everything in between.
How we faced the crises.
How we carried the historical weight.
I won't name The Crisis that became too much
for me,
I just live my life, even if it's like 'heavy-weight'.
Wednesday 9th July 2025 9:17 pm
Through land, sea and air (Ter land, ter zee en in de lucht)
I can't really do this perfect(ly). (untweaked for 'authenticities')
I need you to continue Our Stories:
the ones that have shaped our understandings
from the deepest core to the farthest star.
Theories, theorems, it doesn't matter
who I am (of course it does)
but who you are
holds something from a sun or star.
Through land, sea and air.
We've come this far, to Space ...
Sunday 6th July 2025 7:06 pm
Not being a Catholic.
'Kevin, don't you think it's unfair, all your suffering?'
I don't know, I didn't really think about it like that.
I loved cartoons a lot.
Could see through lies, more than others. Maybe that's it.
Like, why would you bully others? That's so incredibly stupid&dumb. Yet I also made such mistakes, and paid dearly for it (so to speak).
Couldn't tell fact from fic...
Saturday 5th July 2025 3:33 am
A good coping mechanism, next time we'll do the medicines
There's a science behind reason:
something Platonic, although you'd disagree.
You, with your skewd versions of likes.
Who learn your vocabularies from media
and pronounce it like porno.
Come on, I know the human psyche.
I got one, I don't need psycho-pathology.
That's what I type to myself today.
A good coping mechanism, next time we'll do the medicines
...Wednesday 2nd July 2025 8:30 pm
A good coping mechanism, next time we'll do the medicines
There's a science behind reason:
something Platonic, although you'd disagree.
You, with your skewd versions of likes.
Who learn your vocabularies from media
and pronounce it like porno.
Come on, I know the human psyche.
I got one, I don't need psycho-pathology.
That's what I type to myself today.
A good coping mechanism, next time we'll do the medicines
...Wednesday 2nd July 2025 8:30 pm
The Survival of the Last Broken Word
They can drive an airplane into you,
But they can't drive you out of yourself.
Because what remained is meant to stay!
What they took from you is grave.
I felt it.
I was gone.
But something kept it alive.
It's still trying to bring me down.
But I won't let it. Not anymore.
It's too strong.
From the depths of the abyss,
The words have returned!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Shattered ...
Tuesday 1st July 2025 11:49 am
Lies (1) In school, they pretend to teach you the truth.
It must have been lonely, empty.
All these lies you learn on TV.
Maybe it's just not the right words, or phrases.
You can bear it, untill the morning light breaks.
Bear it, but it's not real.
I can't cut through the lies in this blogpost.
Many times I've realized something's wrong.
In church we would discuss the topics.
In school..... it's too painful to admi...
Monday 30th June 2025 9:53 pm
The Last Order
exhaustion.
there's the final finishline
there's the final thingshop
where I've failed, holding onto anything
sometimes cherry-picked,
oftentimes too wrong.
That I don't really hate you.
Not in Africa. Not even in Antarctica.
We were born to unite the Continents of Earth.
And you were right.
They should have left me in the jungle.
https://youtu.be/RIZdjT1472...
Sunday 29th June 2025 11:47 am
Or something else that keeps us alive.
When I was just a baby, she gave me to the Alps.
And on my 18th Birthday, he gave me back my name.
I didn't wanna go to Canada, with them.
Thought one of us there wouldn't survive.
It must have been the Holy Spirit then. That guided as and kept us alive.
It must have been the Holy Spirits then. Or something else that keeps us alive.
Saturday 28th June 2025 10:15 am
BeLanguaged
Langua Franca took a stroll
typed emojis, called it drôle.
There she named it auris
after the fossilized Thesaurus!
Which fueled another witch
to make a sandy sandwich.
But still, there was no inktion.
We are in a mass extinction!
We are in a Mass Extinction!
Friday 27th June 2025 2:21 pm
Earth,Humanity,Nature
I did it. What I had to do.
To reach this point
where I am right now.
Still my psyche's weak,
it will need some time.
Give me time-to-heal;
Give me tools-to-heal.
We did it.
For me
Wednesday 25th June 2025 11:36 pm
Where the sun still rises and the winds still blow.
They came one night, from the turpentine
they stole our lives and rejoiced with wine!
They were the victors, at least for now
and we were so young, didn't know not how.
I would love to be you, to understand;
what a pregnancy feels like, or giving birth.
Maybe just for once, or a numbered times.
But I won't change gender, that's against my worth!
Maybe you thought that sun had set by no...
Tuesday 24th June 2025 8:40 am
The Millennial Testament
The picture is Pierre de Coubertin, founder of the modern Olympic Games.
At the cost of devastation,
I lie here in hypocrisy.
Having given all I had
for Humanity’s cruel judgements.
Then this symphony must end.
For a new generation’s born.
They can grow up with all the facts —
where for us, we have been formed.
So I offer up myself,
like the one & only sacrifice.
I have lived, tr...
Tuesday 17th June 2025 7:59 pm
My Evolving Artistry
Arduosities!
Peering Pressures;
Sneering, measures.
From that 'too local' paper
to the online 'free' dissonance;
I find my way right here.
Read Your Local Bulletin Right Here
Tuesday 17th June 2025 10:06 am
Because we were there.
Some dreams are badder than the real.
When I jump rivers like 'Jill of the Jungle'
deserted, as if the Munich Attacks never happened when I was there.
Coalescence, when 'The Mine' collapses, gasping/grasping
for Parisian breath.
Thus creatures crawl 'cross the blissful beaches.
In remembrance of us.
Because we were there.
Monday 16th June 2025 10:06 am
Let's call it 'Write Out Loud'-love.
I'd love to love your love, but
I'd love to love your love.
I'd love to live your love, but
I'd live to love your love.
I fantasize about you;
you can fantasize about me too.
I'd love to love your love, love.
But I'm here and you are there.
But for me this is enough.
Let's call it 'Write Out Loud'-love.
Saturday 14th June 2025 8:57 pm
Homelessness in our flat
We had homeless youth in our flat.
Third floor, can you imagine that!
Then we neighbours got into a fight.
Because for her, it was a fright.
Her bedroom was just next-door.
And the wall too thin to ignore.
We had homeless ones in our flat.
Third floor, just imagine that!
Friday 13th June 2025 8:50 pm
Just sometimes you&me. Just sometimes you&me.
We got the authentic alphabets,
We got the authentic isles.
We got the authentic innocence and issues. Measured miles.
I guess I call you treasure — (fresher?) On documented files.
Or did we split the icebergs 'neath the Earthsheets for all whiles?
Or did we split the icebergs 'bove the Earthsheets for all whiles?
I'd love to make a labyrinth,
For us to play again — A safe and...
Wednesday 11th June 2025 11:56 am
When life was good, for what it's worth.
I burned this song on a CD.
At the time, that was High Technology.
And I remember when YouTube came.
My life would never be the same.
Right now, the only thing I want.
Is to escape to that soundscape land.
With the stuffed animal I've held since birth.
And life was good, for what it's worth.
When life was good, for what it's worth.
https://youtu.be/7Xf-Lesrkuc
Tuesday 10th June 2025 1:06 pm
Spoonfed Addictives
https://youtu.be/fQpM4ENxYms
Nestlé, Danone, Unilever.
That is our heritage site.
Nestlé, Danone, Unilever.
Who could compare to its might?
https://youtu.be/fQpM4ENxYms
Sunday 8th June 2025 7:37 pm
Perhaps it's not enough.
Even spies need affirmations, just to get them through the day.
Even spies do confirmation, just to give them hope to stay.
Even spies grew up with Batman. Give a little for that child.
Even spies knew how The Earth fell. And perhaps I'm just too mild....
A quatrain could be easy. A quatrain could be rough.
The cadence could be even. The cadence could be off.
Perhaps it...
Saturday 7th June 2025 8:11 am
And I'm glad for my poetic heart, somehow.
There's no introduction.
No, no-no rhyme this time.
I saw a monster devouring Japan
and pulled up the curtains,
for the living-together
of two times two happy men.
Through the blinders, watch me and my life.
I live with a cat, not a wife.
Couldn't resist to rhyme. It takes me back to reminiscince.
I did kinda shove it down your throat, and I guess t...
Thursday 5th June 2025 11:02 pm
Netherland-Codependent (1)
At the risk of being Authentic
I'll take my stand this Seat:
this old&lonely hybrid, grid
has come to end its meat.
Such source is hardly savoury,
unfluent with the times;
Our course 't could be more wavery,
at least if not too right!?
Thus here, now less for 'Milky Ways'
that universe has shut.
Our planet's 'gain for 'Xtinctioning,
unless we change the plot!
...Tuesday 3rd June 2025 4:45 pm
I'm Surrendering To Music
That, which could not be me:
That where wasn't safe.
It's burnt to the core like a Phoenix
dashed into The Volcano
fierce, The Heart of the Earth.
And I'm surrendering to music now.
Saturday 31st May 2025 10:18 am
No metaphor to speak for us.
🕊️
Sometimes you are,
beyond my grasp.
Like truth's too much.
And nothing less.
Then touch is more.
But not too much.
No metaphor
to speak
for us.
Tuesday 27th May 2025 8:21 pm
It prefers a little more 'Baudelaire'
https://youtu.be/fXeKi6ZkbOw
The Matrix is a lie.
You know why?
Because humans can't generate limitless energy.
Nor can I.
And all the chess players say it's bad. (not all)
That you didn't even try.
To learn our different mindsports.
And all corrupted lies.
'Cause sports are all corrupted.
But you believe in LIES.
Well, A.I, doesn't think this is fair.
It...
Sunday 25th May 2025 7:38 pm
Community Call Cycle ('The Imperfect Neighbours')
First time, the annual 'Community Cycle'.
30 kilometers charitywise.
Yes-yes, I know, we're imperfect neighbours.
Can't really hide, it's facade in disguise!
Still I believe it's a good thing to share (here),
and it's only a sea, lake or ocean to there (mere).
Please forgive all the imperfections.
Communities call for us, everywhere.
Saturday 24th May 2025 12:23 pm
That we need to use Artificial Intelligence (historical failures)
https://youtu.be/lBPEkEOUUp0
A.I. isn't neutral.
Nor am I.
But I've only opted out for this.
Because of HUMANITY'S INCOMPETENCE.
To cut down trees
and think you can simply replace them with reforestation.
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The void left in the Earth
is the dark hole of your...
Wednesday 21st May 2025 12:15 pm
The Hoogovens Traumas ('Dutch Erin Brockovich')
We're scratching the surface, and it's asbestos
but not as worst.
Generations of suffering have been structurally forgotten.
The traumas continue, and those fruits are rotten!
It shows mechanics of exploitation;
of culturing nature into subordination.
I know I'm just scratching the surface now.
But it's here where I can, and can help somehow!
Monday 19th May 2025 9:30 am
Netherlands (With All Due Respect For Truth)
https://youtu.be/66kULJOdJPk
Netherlands, don't disrespect yourselves.
You've lived long before your name.
What is buried along ancient waterways
Might move — and remain the same.
Can you imagine us moving?
A future that's filled with good,
Where joy isn’t mere hedonistic,
But rooted in what it should.
With all due respect for truth.
Netherlands, this isn't over.
Netherlands, we...
Tuesday 13th May 2025 9:36 am
Only Songs Can Touch That Place
I'm searching for the words, that open up your heart.
We know this living hurts, and it hurts to be so smart.
Sometimes it's even simpler. We rise into the Sun.
But other times they pierce us. The words straight from the gun.
Oh bulletwounds Eterna. I know you long for love.
The Homo is for senses. The Sapiens enough.
I pray I'll let you linger. And I think y...
Wednesday 7th May 2025 9:52 am
Some Curryculum (Deserters?)
I used to work with Saddam's ex-general.
Yes, that is Hussein.
It wasn't too much worry:
We were just delivering curry.
Yes, he showed me some of his scars:
I guess it's the price of wars.
We were often in a hurry.
Because we were delivering curry.
Thursday 1st May 2025 4:22 pm
She Taught Me How To Be (A Criminal)
She taught me how to be a criminal,
the kind you'd always like to see.
She taught me how to be a criminal,
and I took those skills, refined, with me.
She taught me how to be a criminal,
and I saw how you don't get away.
Yes, she taught me how to be that criminal.
And life would never be the same (since that day).
Yes I'm being real authentic, now.
Yes I'm being hone...
Sunday 27th April 2025 8:14 am
The Prince&Princess of Patriarchy
This isn't gonna be your feelgood story.
It's also not really 'bout human glory.
See, how I am of royal genes.
Ten thousands of years, that's what it means.
My ancestors were brothers and sisters alike.
They impregnated all, just to keep us alive.
So here we are now, as the sol survives.
This isn't the Earth where everything thrives.
So this is the Patriarch Legacy....
Monday 21st April 2025 7:11 pm
Mary-Ann, the Moss, and (How Do You Solve A Problem Like ...)
https://youtu.be/s-VRyQprlu8
There we go, astair. I feel like, I should be at stake. Sometimes: One life for the road; Two nights for deliverance. I'm not badder than this. Nor Mary (Poppins). But we still avoid. Two things: One is sin; justified without,within. Two is The Mossad, whose rhythm rhymes with God. There we go again. Bringing Mary in. Merry Mary Poppins. Still avoiding sin. Merry Ma...
Monday 14th April 2025 10:02 am
Is It Okay? (Like Rome)
https://youtu.be/4AEott3hZhM
Is it okay? (now)
I'd like you to be
more than okay.
Is that okay? (with you)
Me wellwishing you like that:
like a gambler and its slot
machine. 'You can keep the coins!'
Or leave them at the bottom
of a fountain
of some old city
like Rome.
I like you like Rome.
Is that okay? (are we okay?)
https://youtu.be/4AEott3hZhM
Thursday 10th April 2025 4:51 pm
Like A Video Game (Magic & Mayhem)
Remember M&M's? (or Smarties, for that matter)
I got the local variant.
Suger-coated mayhem :)
A kitchen so indifferent, had lost all of its ambitions.
The child, still innocent, takes another snack.
And turns on the Video Game.
'I'll just have to get through to the next level'
And suddenly you remember:
This world of magic and mayhem is all there...
Monday 7th April 2025 10:48 am
Peche, pêche, pêché (sin, sins, Sins)
https://youtu.be/Wlj8d-lZFa8
'sur le pont, d'Avignon...'
I'm making an Apple
but for the sin
I'll combine it with peach
and call it Papal.
https://youtu.be/Wlj8d-lZFa8
Friday 4th April 2025 12:05 pm
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